Without u....

haiz....
long time no uploaded already.....
today at here i will tell u....
a person...(although she is not important but....)who is without from me.....(this not a will == haha...)

hiaz.....
i know we have BK a long time....
but.....
i dont know why....
i alway missing u too...
i alway considering about u....
i alway scaring u will getting hurt or any problem...

haiz....
i cant control my self....
although i make myself crazy like CH's party....
but....
i cant forget u....
why will be like tht???
isn't tht call love???
or hate???
can u tell me how to forget u???
i just want to be ur best friend only....
no other thinking....
if can i hope i can just like JAY CHOW's song:退后's character....

hiaz.... let u c my most crazy face....
damn....
do u know why i will beome more crazy than b4??
because of u....
u haven say tht 3 word face to face with me b4.....==
then u leave me alone.....
tht is my most sadness thing....
now i can control my mind...
just like Dr. Jakyll and Mr. Hyde...
my crazy mind was wining in my style.....

haha....
nevermind la...
although no buddy can control it....
i also dont know u can or not....
but....
u must forgive me....
if 1 day...
i m done something make u unhappy or getting hurt...
and i hope u can dont treat me cool like b4....
thx u...(dont let she know)==
to my best fren...: PT