I still loving she....

i wonder why....
after BK(8 month)....
why i m always missng she....
why i m always want to try for protecting she....
why i m always consider about her....
why i m always so care about she....
why i m always want trying to make she happy...
why i m always scaring to c she cry....
why i m always waiting for her massage...
why i m always waiting for her onlining....
why i m always waising time on u.....
why???
why????
is tht calling love??

last time....
i m a fooler in love....
i m an idiot....
i think couple just only to hand in hand with she....
but not....
i never give enough love to her....
i never understand about wht she want....
i never make she happy at all...
i never give she the best....
i never know.....
i never know........

now....
i think i didnt hav chance...
i m ugly at all....
i hav a lot of pimple at my face== (maybe is stress too much....)
i hav understand a little bit about the love....
i hav understand wht a lady need....
i hav understand love not just hand in hand....
i hav understand wht the mean of LOVE....
i hope she can give me a chance....
i hope she can accept me again...
i hope....
i hope......
i hope a lot of thing with she.....
but tht just hope....
i dint done it all...
all just saying only...
haiz....
because i m not brave at love.....
i m the idiot of love....
i alway didnt tell she wht i feel....
i hav try to ask myself....
why still loving her??
everytime i also the same answer...
because i m loving she....
she is important to me....

can u forgive me??
can u back to me??
can u give me a chance??
i m not piggy....
i just want a chance...
this is the wish in my birthday of this year....


cloud u accept the idiot be back ur BF again???
tht idiot still loving u....
....
hope u can answer me....
if.................dont scare u will hurting me....==
just saying out.... i will accept the fact....
i know my english is poor ....
if i hav write something wrong.... pls dont laugh.....
thx for watching.....

writer: shiuan
wish: she can saw tht wht i write....